the purest Love

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“Your perception of pure love may change as you encounter it on a deeper level.”

In the presence of pure Love, there is an inclusion of that which is NOT love. This shadow comes to the surface so that it may be included in the whole.

“Love knows no bounds; it is without judgment.”

… and so your voice vibrates inside of me. No matter what you say I can hear your truth. I can see it.  I can feel. You.

Growing out of my naivety
I began to see,
to hear the untruths before they were spoken…

I felt them from the moment I met him
from the time he opened his mouth
The things that he would say to me, he believed
on the surface, but beneath is what I can see

I knew that he’d be uncomfortable revealing his reality,
so, I’d have to rely on my sixth sense

in multiples of three, he came to me

To have a moment in my presence,
he told me what he thought I needed to hear by avoiding the light of day
So, in the dark,
intoxicated with the melancholy of having feelings for a woman who loved him,
who was the walking image of his superficialities, still
he sought a muse,
the presence of wild femininity, the unconquerable Me

But what he did not know is that he could not hide from the world by being inside of me
Yet, he could not resist my healing touch

I see him because I’ve seen myself

He is still in the stages of his youth where the black and white
side of a chessboard still exists

the thought behind his moves is to conquer
the energy is to win

but, there is no move that he can make on me

There is no Lie he can tell, I see behind those eyes
I hear the timber tone of his adolescent voice

age dissipates and one descends
when evading contact with the goddess that I am

Until he does right by me, he will not heal
until he looks at himself in my eyes
until he hears his voice in mine…

Let us shine light into and nurture the darkness in one another
because there is nothing that will come that isn’t already here

I’m here
and He said Yes

… now, let’s examine why he plays tricks like he’s in a circus
marching down the road to perdition, paved with good intention…

He’s still in the stages of his youth where he thinks that accidents exist
and happenchance meetings occur,
and that intimacy is confined to marriage… and so…

“our marriage was annulled on grounds of consanguinity”

because to see me is to see himself,
is he ready?
yet,
our love is the purest. and
the purest Love evolves You.

peace and Love,

Thank you for reading.

I am Shila Iris

… he spent the night weighing his options,
trying to figure out why he chose her and not me…

I giggle just a little.

This is Life. Let it Flow.

Can you really choose when I live inside of You?

… dedicated to the spirit of el-Hajj Malik el-Shabazz, he is out there, somewhere, vibrating high… and I’ve met him many times… my eyes are watching god… i goddess. i pro gress.

i cypher.  i gyrate.

i open. i close. i stand still to ponder. to look closer.  to develop clairvoyance through observation… 🙂

the Coming

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It’s as simple as having a conversation
Having a conversation that reflects my intimacy
with the masculine

with the land, my people, and the ancestors

It’s telling
It’s telling a story
in a motherly tone
one that is assuring
One,
that will give you Life
one that will elevate you to the highest form
so that you can transform

It’s nurturing
and forgiving
It’s the fatherly energy that dictates
the flow of the ocean during those
delicate developmental years of our youth

It’s an interplanetary balancing of the opposites
between the darkened ones who have the light

whose algorithms match the next level of creation
and will define the form of the coming collective state of nature

The Universe,
lies within this atum, atom
the destruction of civilization,
is the transformation

Bombs over this low,
we are the high
the fusion, the change,
the manifestation of rotating brains

We follow spirit into
ourselves

it’s Loud
it’s rocky
the terrane

is extreme
we cover our faces
leaving traces of our breath of life

Recover

because calm is the mask of peace…

the butterflies signal the release

of the left and right
coming center

be reminded
of yourself

inside of me

yo u de cide
Then,
c ome h ome

by Shila Iris

Word is Bond [20]

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… I pray the Lord their souls to keep
Because wolves disguised as sheep patrol our streets
And we all know, that which you sow, you shall reap…

I could quote this whole song!!!!

Observe yourself and you shall see.

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris… and a few others.

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I see behind your eyes

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… then I’m transforming.

Finality is quite fine with me if you know we can go there.  You ready?  Because if you are, I’m going so deep inside of you, you will always tell me the truth.

I’m going so deep inside of you, you will always tell me the truth.
I’m going so deep inside of you, you will always tell me the truth.
I’m going so deep inside of you, you will always tell me the truth.

The voices inside of me.

Shila Iris

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Word is Bond [19]

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I am drunk with the power to change my mind, to know my history, to build a nurturing environment for myself and family, to create powerful names to live by, to live the abundant life.  I am high off my ability to stand firm in truth, even when I have to do it alone… this is my body, my identity, my life, my future, my NOW!  I am transforming back into the [in]volved spiritual systems of my ancestors and more!

I shout because I’m alive, and grateful, and honest, and full with Love and patience. My chalice runneth over… so so so grateful.

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris and a few others ♥♥♥. Good morning.

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Word is Bond [18]

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Let’s be very clear.  As is my intent.

If my ability to hear, to see, to feel bothers your ability to hide the truth… you should wave at me from a distance.  It’s okay.  I will not lie to myself to make you feel comfortable.  You shouldn’t either.  For anyone.  Be in Love with the Truth.

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris 

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Shila Iris – serious, but so open and free

Word is Bond [17]

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I accept. Then I let go.
Shedding. 

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris 

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Shila Iris

Word is Bond [16]

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ADAGE OF OUR ANCESTORS
I define my intent and then I go into silence.
Every word I say, I mean.

I’m so serious.

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris ♥♥♥

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Shila Iris

Word is Bond [15]

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The answers are inside of you.  Are you ready for the truth?

Modern-day thoughts and proverbs by Shila Iris … and a few others 

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Shila Iris

BREAK FREE

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The masculine and feminine are divine together… find your way to union.

-Shila Iris ♥

Sun in My Mouth

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Who would’ve known that a being like Him
would enter me lightly
and restore my kisses…

Who would’ve known
that beauty this immense
would define my innocence
moving the core of me…
in one direction

Flow
who would’ve known
that he’d flow so well to my persuasion
who would’ve known
that he’d uncover the voice
hidden so deep within
hidden so deep within
hidden so deep within…

the Sun in my mouth
the warmth of assurance
you can,
never measure His endurance
the height of Him,
the Wife of Him

To inhale a man
loaded with courage
to taste a man
loaded with loyalty
to breathe in a man
with knowledge of my insides…

and knowledge of Self…

this is Our wealth

Who would’ve known such a miraculous breath,
a sacred voice would escape my throat
singing the song of Him…

the song of Us

Who would’ve known
that His equation would equal my eruption
His approach to a woman like me…
a Lover like me…

Reconstructing His Light
He’s the other half of My Life
a compass, a totemic twin

when the halves are fitted together
Who would’ve known
you’d have a wHole

To swallow the darkness of
spiritual hygiene,
let the heat cleanse
and release me
into you

let’s unite tonight
embrace you tight…

so much of me…

I thrive

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by Shila Iris

inside of

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Coming here was part of the cure
           walking into this place of silence
                   into the aloneness of the unknown
                                 into the darkness of creation

I unfold
       Unravel, unwind
             I search the valleys of my mind,

of myself
wandering, I wonder

Where am I?

Somewhere behind the mask
I could feel

I had eyes beneath the surface
eyes planted so deep inside of me
          unlike belief, intuitively bequeathed

The memories teased my release
until the streams of me became oceans

The heat of my questions melted glaciers
until the landmass of walking matter which was once me,

the iciness

became something different

             something shifted
something changed
something closed
something opened

Asking, I asked, I’m asking

I passed, I drifted into suspension
until the material world became the bottom

the abysmal abyss of dismemberment

Looking up
           I could see

Complex equations made simple

Turning as if on a wheel
          dying as if it were living

The utterance of oneness

Let these numbers lead the way
Let these choices extend the day
Let this pressure be calming…

as I maintain peace

by Shila Iris 

Dark Matter

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It is in the way     that you hear my voice
It is in the way     that you feel my heartbeat
It is the sound of me,
reflecting you
that sustains us

I am dressed in the light of your darkness …It is the knowledge of things flowing

The adding and subtracting
The zig-zag motion
It is the silence
The way that you go into my mind and find remnants of past lives
This is our now, is our future
is our life
is our children

is our everything

The way that you see me

The way that you vibrate inside of me
The waves in our frequency

The water, so pure, so charged

Reimagining love into something more

Something beyond this language

The way of you and I

Is unknown to the eye
You must travel into and beyond

to be Us…

the way of his words
the way of his touch
never to pass judgment
never to silence me

only to see clearly…

by Shila Iris

 

Healing Flow

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Could she be speaking of someone she loves or is she speaking to herself?  You decide.

Remember, you can only experience the healing flow when you truly desire to tell the truth about yourself.  Who are you?  Focus on the reflection you see when you look into the mirror.  Your eyes tell everything.  Breathe. Set yourself free.

Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learned,

Shila Iris ♥

UP LATE: All you gotta do is call me

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AL GreenSimply Beautiful

I remember my mother’s love for the music of AL Green.  In fact, she had so much love for this man, she kept a crumbled rose that he had given to her at the Ohio State Fair during the 70s.  I was born in 1984.  She still had that rose wrapped in a plastic bag until the mid-90s!  She had shown up alone, hours early for his concert so that she could get a seat in the front row.  Sitting there, waiting, she didn’t realize that during his soundcheck, he had seen her from behind the curtain.  During the show, he came down off the stage and announced to the crowd that he wanted my mother to have that rose, his leather jacket and scarf for showing such commitment.  I’m sure her ♥ heart ♥ fluttered big time!  What an exciting moment.  I always loved hearing this story.  I too, enjoy AL Green.  I am pleased to share him.

P.S. A rose for Rosemary!  That’s her name.  And as you can imagine, he surely did say, “here’s a rose for Rosemary.” 

I’m up late, listening to these soft words.

Thank you for coming here,

Shila Iris