To get to know me, you’re going to have to invest.
Money ain’t a thing, but that’s aLL it is.
How much time?
– shiLa iris
P.S. I feLt a tremendous power fLowing from his caLm eyes. 🫦 GuiLeLess, with the transparency of a chiLd’s. Ever gentLe and Loving, he was firmLy estabLished in the infinite consciousness. Many of our happy hours together were spent in deep meditation.
Prognostication: Tigers wiLL be speLLbound and sit around us Like tame pussies.
TransLation: The vicious nature of the tigers wiLL change through the power of our spirituaL trance, so they’LL treat us with the kindness of house cats.
I continue ceaseLessLy on my path to Liberation. I continue. My secret doors are reveaLed onLy thru devotion.
I have Limits worth acknowLedging. Ask me. Then Listen.
Not to be taken so LiteraLLy, but to be understand beyond words.
-shiLa iris
P.S. Listen to Bob Marley & The WaiLers: Satisfy My SouL… just because beyond any given visuaL, or reLigion, or superficiaL reaLity, I can get what was being said by The WaiLers in this song… “I’m happy inside, aLL of the time. Can’t you see, why won’t you beLieve me? Oh DarLing, darLing, I’m caLLing, caLLing. Satisfy My SOuL.”
I’m Bob in this song, and the background singer/ dancers, and the Band. No video necessary. smiLe.
“PoLLution is aLL around me. My soLution Lies there in cLear air.”
“… is it a crime, that i stiLL want you, and I want you to want me too. TeLL the truth about it.”
She had a right to choose her husband carefuLLy, by God she was gifted “free wiLL.” … or by Nature, or by the Universe, or by ALLah, or Jesus (however you need to say it to understand)…
… it was her vocation to choose, to ascend in her attractions, and not be drugged down. By mis-understandings, kicks to the crouch, she no Longer needed to sink into the immoraL behaviors of the forLorn, of her forLorn seLf.
If she was doing it, if she was choosing it, it was a means to an end. The end is aLways the beginning… I’m getting back to my roots. and “she” is me.
And I am her. I’m nothing at aLL, but Spirit. The journey is in the Spirit.
A sentence from my favorite book…
“She had a wiLL to try out every stratagem to see what changes wouLd be necessary under what conditions, what changes in the paths of the hunt for what different, larger, swifter or sLyer animaLs…“
TransLation: She was determined to experiment with different strategies to discover the necessary changes for hunting various types of animals, whether they were larger, faster, or more cunning.
She wanted every hunting principLe extended to her. Every reLigion understood.
“I cannot condemn you for where you stand, I just want to know that you understand.”
–shila iris
… and furthermore,
Then, when ShiLa was possessor of the art of hunting she further discomfited her teachers by reminding them aggressive hunting is AGAINST “our way”… that the proper use of hunting skiLLs shouLd be for haLting the aged Lion seeking human prey in its dangerous impotence, for stopping the wiLd hog prowling about the growing farm, for teaching the sideLong hyena to keep it’s distance, NOT for wanton pLeasure.
He took time to get it right What does that mean? Hmmmm.
… that I Lay on my Left arm and he Lay on his right, beside me, we faced one another SiLentLy he stared… siLentLy I stared…
I was patient. I onLy spoke when necessary… I became his patient. He had to figure out why I was so sick which meant he had to figure out the cause of his own dis-ease
I Let time stand stiLL for a moment, so that he couLd see…
I chanted siLentLy in the depths of my being, cheer-Leaded taLked in the soft and soLemn voice of a mother, even reminded him of his Father…
“you got this, you can do it, study, Listen, study, Listen, Learn to read, tap into your sLeep, wake up.”
He created time He Learned how to Listen to me, even when my Lips weren’t moving.
He Learned how to hear me so weLL that geneses, reveLations and epiphany’s cLairvoyantLy began to move him… in a path, right towards me.
He stopped hoLding back.
He Learned to unfoLd himseLf inside of me, with no contact, but very near Touching is beyond the physicaL body, so he Learned how to move me because to TOUCH is to move energy, to manipuLate time and space
Looking into my eyes, he studied himseLf he Learned that I had eyes aLL over my body, every orifice, every opening was an eye
He knew aLL the things that I wanted to say, needed to say So, he danced, two-stepped in my fLow, with this divine knowLedge
He waited for nothing, the moment was now he jumped in the deep end to retrieve his own femininity, which was me… isn’t this what a wife is? Isn’t that how you save a Life? Save yours? Isn’t a husband the extreme of my own mascuLinity?
I am married to my heaLing seLf, myseLf heaLed my mascuLinity, my femininity in baLance, Like a trinity… the HoLy Spirit is an intravenous drip of experience Living inside of me, the other side of me, the side of me that you cannot perceive with an iris (be quiet)
I was gratefuL, at peace. He said, “you are so Loud!” and my Lips weren’t moving at aLL, and I was wearing aLL bLack. the coLor of our Universe, standing stiLL.
he said I was screaming, whispering saying everything and nothing at aLL …
But, I onLy spoke when necessary, though, in his mind, I was constantLy speaking constantLy teLLing him the truth, quietLy, showing him the other side of the Moon, taking him so cLose to the Sun
to God,
for without knowing this Source presence in the center of the Earth, without being aware of THE thing which we aLL orbit …
He’d have to find it, he’d have to see it, he’d have to remember GOD, Like in aLL the Legends and in aLL the myths.
QuietLy, I waited as he re-membered God.
I’d find it hard to beLieve, that a person could ever truLy Love me, without Loving and knowing the eLements that unfoLD inside of them.
I know the story of God’s existence on aLL the continents, in aLL the Languages. I’ve been Listening. I Listen (in the smoke, to the cLouds) God is many things, on many PLanets, in aLL the gaLaxies, God is aLL the Suns, and aLL the Moons, every star, in many forms, but with no form at aLL, nameLess…
no face, just omni presence, the greatest gift, aLL-encompassing, spinning around.
I am spinning too..
I can hear her. In siLence…
in a crowded room. I can hear Him.
JusLisen.
* by shiLa iris *
He took time to get it right. What does that mean?
Time is but a moment, it took him a moment.
“I know God, everything is a fLash.”
P.S. … Let me whisper this to you, in the voice you can hear:
Waves when we Tooooouch, rippLing in, soft on the mouth, sweeter than… I need to Lay out, Sun on my faaaaaace, need aLL your Loooooove, right now, don’t need to wait …
start with my hand, on your skin onLy a touch, and we get into it don’t need to rush, it never endddddds.
it is my vocation to turn your insides out… you gotta reaLLy know God to understand this… don’t you know? The gravity of it aLL... crescent to fuLL.
Each step towards me, is a step towards yourseLf. Don’t you know?
I decided that I wanted to know him. He decided that he wanted to know me. Attraction, truth, makes he and I stand stiLL. We move.
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