I have Limits worth acknowLedging. Ask me. Then Listen.
Not to be taken so LiteraLLy, but to be understand beyond words.
-shiLa iris
P.S. Listen to Bob Marley & The WaiLers: Satisfy My SouL… just because beyond any given visuaL, or reLigion, or superficiaL reaLity, I can get what was being said by The WaiLers in this song… “I’m happy inside, aLL of the time. Can’t you see, why won’t you beLieve me? Oh DarLing, darLing, I’m caLLing, caLLing. Satisfy My SOuL.”
I’m Bob in this song, and the background singer/ dancers, and the Band. No video necessary. smiLe.
“PoLLution is aLL around me. My soLution Lies there in cLear air.”
“… is it a crime, that i stiLL want you, and I want you to want me too. TeLL the truth about it.”
This is aLL spoken in the softest, most suLtry voice you can imagine. There is nothing tough about it.
You’re not aLone. Are you tough enough for Love? It was aLways you and me. I aLways needed a tougher Love. I cuLtivate it. With every part of my being. It’s a new day and I know you’re trying. You’re not there if I have to wait.
-shiLa iris (and, I’m a musician, so, there’s aLways a beat to my words. imagine if you could hear it)!!!
i’LL deLiver, give me a chance. i’m in the wiLderness.
Do you know what it takes to grow a Christmas Tree?
In order to rise, there had to have been a faLL This just means there are LeveLs to it aLL PercoLate, osciLLate, take a step back, move round and around Adjust your frequency, be kinetic or inert Lay faLLow, rest and grow DeveLop your intuition, know what to keep and what to Let go…
I began to understand progress when I deveLoped the abiLity to Look back. What was there, what was aLways there? History. Patterns. Karma. Past Lives, unspoken. I had to be ever so quiet to remember who I was, who I’ve aLways been. I changed. I change. Everything does. For a reason. Do the math. Sankofa.
She had a right to choose her husband carefuLLy, by God she was gifted “free wiLL.” … or by Nature, or by the Universe, or by ALLah, or Jesus (however you need to say it to understand)…
… it was her vocation to choose, to ascend in her attractions, and not be drugged down. By mis-understandings, kicks to the crouch, she no Longer needed to sink into the immoraL behaviors of the forLorn, of her forLorn seLf.
If she was doing it, if she was choosing it, it was a means to an end. The end is aLways the beginning… I’m getting back to my roots. and “she” is me.
And I am her. I’m nothing at aLL, but Spirit. The journey is in the Spirit.
A sentence from my favorite book…
“She had a wiLL to try out every stratagem to see what changes wouLd be necessary under what conditions, what changes in the paths of the hunt for what different, larger, swifter or sLyer animaLs…“
TransLation: She was determined to experiment with different strategies to discover the necessary changes for hunting various types of animals, whether they were larger, faster, or more cunning.
She wanted every hunting principLe extended to her. Every reLigion understood.
“I cannot condemn you for where you stand, I just want to know that you understand.”
–shila iris
… and furthermore,
Then, when ShiLa was possessor of the art of hunting she further discomfited her teachers by reminding them aggressive hunting is AGAINST “our way”… that the proper use of hunting skiLLs shouLd be for haLting the aged Lion seeking human prey in its dangerous impotence, for stopping the wiLd hog prowling about the growing farm, for teaching the sideLong hyena to keep it’s distance, NOT for wanton pLeasure.
I received a Letter from Him, in His own handwriting.
Somehow, he is so deserving of my Love?
Hmmmmm. Mmmmmm. Let me think about that.
4:44, Less than 90 Degrees
ShiLa Iris P.S. My present temper…
this is not just a faLse pretense. There is so much more to this story. Years of respect and patience surface.
He asks questions that matter. Even those that don’t.
I excavate, I dig.
I’m Listening. Becuz such simpLe things Leave imprints. He is the most gaLLant Man I know. With the most integrity. He has moraLs and exercises his wiLL with exceLLent discrimination.
As I change, as I fLow.
I am teLLing you how to save her. How to save YOU. PLease do.
The seduction imposed on us by vibrant reminiscence can drag us into the despair of continuous repetition of sad memories,
just as easily as it can lead us…
into the highest triumph of freely creating a new counter-gesture: the dance.
From then on, our movements become lighter than air, ethereal gestures into space, away from all heaviness.
Rhythm, cadence, syncopation reach ear and eye, and man is unobtrusively dragged back into the very beginning of his existence, together with others he undergoes a common regression.
Close your eyes and see.
I’m dancing, dance with me. Dance with my children.